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..tomorrow will be our christmas party and i should look gorgeous..heheh!!
..its the last day i will see my friendz , zpecially Celsius Junior..
..these days i was very tired for choosing the right gift for my MANITAH..
..i know wat she want but its so expensive...
.and our price for the gift was only 200 php...
..how can i buy hoodie, or badminton racket or a thing that she want..
..i have budgeted my money for the exchanging gift for only 300 php...

..and thank GOD, i was with my hyungs hu can save me from my problems..
..well, actually i'm with sweenie and hyung pen..
..while roaming around at the citi central, we saw hyung ding with her mother and w/ someone...
..we just lookin' for the right thing while hyung had a proposal conversation w/ her mom..
..she was asking for the approval to let her join us...

.at last, she was at our company, [chikah!!]..
..we just go here, go there and everywhere until they found the right spot to buy their own gift, xcept meh..
..i dnt have any idea wat to buy, and i saw this purple hoodie, but not so beautiful..
..i decided to give it to her [my manita] and leave a letter inside the box...
..sayin..

annyeong manita,

i knw u dnt like the gift i gave but please keep it.
..it is a pleasure to be your manita.. i hope you're not mad at me..


truly yours,
~SHA~

..i hope "tandy" will appreciate the gift..
..we'll find out..
i'll just post if the party is a success..
..annyeong..



~SonG hYun aE~

..p!ctUre t0 wEar 0n.. ♥..

..my hyungs decided to print something to wear this christmas party..
.♥.so I prepare and search all the chibi of Super Junior members.♥.
..since there were no anime-like cartoon the same to leeteuk,
..i made one for yesung..

..i chose yesung bcoz he has the cutest chibi in their series [Attack of the Pin-Up Boys]..
..i want to wear it and be confident to present it to my hyungs..

..the first picture was a capture of leeteuk that my hyung pen gave me then the next is my own finish product dedicated only to Yesung!!

.:♥:.SonG hYun aE.:♥:.

♥=)..i've won..!!?!!

..yesterday, 28th of November year 2008., the first canvassing was held at our room.,
then the counter was our adviser [Mrs. Virgie Tagab]..

..many of my classmates nah! already canvassed their money,
while i'm just in a cool mood studying for our upcoming test in Journalism...
...a minute before the test, hyung ding, kris, and ma'am counted the money of hyung ding..
..i think she got 80+ pesos in her box cutie little pink box..

..a minute nah nman after the test, hyung ding took a glimpse on my box,
..i let the money [paper] hid by the coins.. and she noticed it...
..she went on a hurried face to ma'am and i just followed her in a cool way..

..teacher, talked first and the box, then my hyung insisted that my box should be opened first..
..my motorola box was ready to open bcoz i get the wrapper already..
..when kris and ma'am opened it.., kris shouted and its like !!wooh!!!XD

..they shout out loud my name..: MAICA! MAICA! MAICA!..
..i was kinda "yeah" that time..
i didnt realized that i will gain a total of 680 pesos...

..im just surprised that i've won but its not the final yet!!
..i should win this contest bcoz the half of the money counted will be mine.. yehey!!!
..if won in the last, i think i can start my Super Junior scrapbook nah!!

♥i hope Jesus will guide to win this competition♥

~SonG hYun aE~

.♥cuZ i cAnt st0p sTudYing=(

=)..wat a day going on in my life.. i am so :'( in my grades specifically in AP subject..
..but i am Celsius Junior, and being a co-member, i should not feel down bcoz of it instead of "mag-mukmok" i'll use this disappointing situation as my lesson or guide to be not-very-so failure in life specially in overcoming the slack moments..

..i hope this composition will not be my last post for this month but i cant say that i can post another right away.. for all this time, i'm so concentrate with my computer and i didn't realized i left behind my studies..
..and now, i will revenge [charr], i mean i will study hard for the increasing of my grades..

..i will not use nah my computer just for entertaining myself but as a gadget that can help me in school..
..i will be more responsible in school and i hope i'll conquer those backstabbing people without war..

..!for those who wish to begin a BLOODY war that makes their life 50-50, just stay put bcoz i'll study pah!!
..DU HAI CHING..
[not sure about the spelling]

~SonG hYun aE~

=)dreaming define.

..its nature that most of people got beautiful dreams
such as things that you've want to happen in your real lyf....
But for me, dreams are just fantasy that we want to happen,
thats why we pictured it a lot in out minds even if were
sleeping and bcoz of the obsession and love to this

particular thing we want... in books, a dream is defined

as a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions
passing through the mind during sleep..

...i post this article to get clear mind of a weird,
kinda beautiful dream of mine... a time bfore i got to bed
i was thinking about this guy [its personal], after several
weeks passed i suddenly dreamed about him... i dont wonder things connected to him
bcoz i want him as my life time partner... so i just ignored
those dreams... the following day, i felt very excited even
though there's non to be excite... nyt comes, i was early in bed
bcoz many times i way passed bedtime., i suddenly dream about
this guy... i said to myself while im waking up in the morning
"nganu nagdamgo man kuh niya oi, ngah nkah moved on nman kuh, baxtah akuh rah nih ignore"...

...the other day, the dream came again and its kinda a continuation
to the first.. in school, i just kip on thinking about those things
and by the time kip thinking of it, there's a weird feeling that i felt...
...im really worried about wat i've felt lately, so i told my hyungs about this,
..and they've just told me that it will passed..

!!so i follow wat they'd said to me!!
..that time it doesn't bother me nah!!
but, the day i was so, :'( huhuh!!!
its been two consecutive days that i wanted to cry out loud but i cant..
..until now, this dream kip bothering me, and i hope it is a good omen to me..
i wish that every people get their happiness the nyt they want to go to a FANTASY world...

♥ DREAMS ♥

<3.:my peculiar day..♥

.!uhm, i'm so excited since a week before my birthday [11/18]..
and tadah!!, that particular date came nah..
and oopzieh!!, i cant believe that things will happen on the special date of mine...

frst, at our house i was so nervous alternate wid the feeling of excitement..
.,!ma'am T [our patient adviser] came and she gave us a moralizing talk bcoz of our mean behaviour towards cleaning our respective area.. i'm kinda depressed that time bcoz im thinking about, wat would my classmates will think of my day??
i thought that they will think that my 14th years gift from God will be a disaster for them but i think and realized that i was wrong, very very wrong...

after those sermon bwt that, sermon there, sermonizing us, we present our unready [?] presentation..
but wat we did is a mistake for me, that we did not do our mind working while we have tym to practiz it..

..ouch, enough of those depressing situations..
next, is the awesome one.
before our adviser came
~wen i was at the gate i heard nah already a greets from my hyung ding and her omma [mom]..
~the one of my favorite gift that day was my classmates greeted unexpectedly for me while im going in our room..

..i secretly sent letters to my hyungs..
..im thanking them for the cares and love they gave me while i was on a destruction momentz in my previous.. ..lyf..
~hyung pen, replied me with a loving words and i really appreciate it so much~
[that replied letter was one of my treasured treasure that i'd received yet!]
♥..saranghaeyo hyung Rae Bin♥

..thats only part one of my granted dream..

..for me, the best part was of that Physics time [LOL]♥..
..my 1st love greeted me?!
"gosh!".. i know that it was a forced greetings because of our Physics' Adviser [Ma'am Lani]..
.but thats not the only greeting alone the reason i was so happy of..
..ngeh!!, he greeted me unforced..
..i cant express nah my unexplainable feelings that time..

..but the bond between me and Apigo was a friendly bond..
..i hope people who will read this will not make a malicious thought about this composition..
~i hope i will change my attitudes towards him~

.. after i got home from Galel, we went to Jollibee and ate lots of my favorite foods available there..
..we also went to Greenwich but order only take out foods such as my favorite..
~Italian pasta., lasagna., and many more,.

~and thats the end of my peculiar birthday~

♥saranghaeyo yungwuhnhee♥
♥..::..song hyun ae..::..♥